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Thyroid and Depression It's a sad but true fact that many people suffering from thyroid symptoms tend to be belittled and put down. Then, handed a prescription for an anti-depressant, they are sent on their way. We'd like to share Wendy's story with you, just one of many involving unrecognized hypothyroidism.
My
Battle With Depression My battle with depression started
many years ago, as a wee child. I remember that in High School ,I was always
obsessed with suicide in all aspects, I also attempted it a few times then. I
also carried a razor blade in my wallet "just in case". I was still
coping as such with keeping my GPA up and class attendance. I was also very much
into a fantasy life I created through writing. I recall that I wanted to be
wanted so much I was always creating about my being kidnapped and also about
suicidal topics.
I went away to
College. The very first Friday in October, my first year, I was hit by a car, as
I was walking. I had no serious injuries, other than maybe a concussion as I
landed on the left side of my head and body about twenty feet away. That could
be what triggered my thyroid disease. Head and/or neck injuries are suspected to
be a catalyst for thyroid disease. During that first year in college, I put on a
tremendous lot of weight very fast---over 75 ponds in two and a half months,
without changing my eating patterns or activity levels. I was also very
depressed. I do not recall any suicide attempts during that time, but I had
stopped attending classes, and was very much retreating. I was put on
anti-depressants and valium at that time, none which helped for long. I was
still debating about suicide though. Finally, I was "counseled out" of
that University due to my depression and being unable to cope with that and thus
non-attendance. Right after I was ousted, I recall staying in a motel room a few
days before heading back up to Washington. I was also very paranoid. I would
panic and hide every time I heard a siren go by, as I thought they were coming
for me. I went back to Washington, and a few months later, I
moved to Las Vegas.
I took to
Vegas, and stayed and went back to college. By that time I was classified as
disabled due to clinical depression. I attended, but it took longer
as I was still depressed without much relief. I was also going through
long periods of staying awake for days on end. I took to gambling as relief for
my depression. Unfortunately, that
did not work, the gambling added to the depression with guilt and worry, and when I
lost, that just added more depression. I graduated and was unable to find
employment. I also
started going into my more severe suicidal times. I had therapy, which did not
seem to help, as well as being on various antidepressants. I was also not
thinking clearly. I was having nosebleeds, so I thought that I should let my
nose bleed until I died, not stopping the flow as normal. Well, my nosebleed
stopped sooner than it ever did!
One of my best
friends was attending law school in Houston. He was killed while walking home
from dancing one evening. This threw me deeper
into depression. I become very anorexic when depressed (would not think of it to
see me!) I also was not sleeping and I was so depressed I would not do much
other than just sit. I was living alone and had no phone. I put on Kenny Rogers
"Blaze of Glory" and took what was considered a lethal dose of my
anti-depressant at that time (don't recall which one). I woke up in the hospital
with tubes in every orifice. I still was fighting, and they had to put me in
restraints. I spent the next few weeks as an inpatient in the locked ward,
before I had a hearing. During that
time, I recently learned, my best friend was told by the psychiatrist to next
time let me complete the suicide!.
That sure infuriated her! While in
that locked ward, I was having auditory hallucinations and was very paranoid. I
also was put on Prozac, which only helped for a bit. Fast
forwarding to a few months ago: I started
on Natural thyroid hormones. My depression has lifted and the ups and downs have
seem less extreme. The T3 hormone is what is seems to help. A
key question I'm regularly asked is: "Is my depression DUE to the thyroid
disease -- i.e., a diagnosis of "depression secondary to
hypothyroidism" -- or is it just a coincidence? Doctors do not have a
definitive answer, although, according to mental health experts, "as many
as 40% of clinically hypothyroid patients (mainly women) have significant
depression. This is often accompanied by psychomotor slowing and mild cognitive
impairment." (Source: http://www.mhsource.com/expert/exp1092396h.html
</gi/dynamic/offsite.htm?site=http://www.mhsource.com/expert/exp1092396h.html>). Most
patients with hypothyroidism have some degree of associated depression, ranging
from mild to severe. 10% -15% of the patients with a diagnosis of depression may
have thyroid hormone deficiency. Patients with depression should be tested to
determine if they have a thyroid disorder. There
is also thinking that starting thyroid
hormone therapy may help alleviate the depression without added anti-depressants
or psychotherapy once the thyroid treatment has stabilized. More
studies: T3
Thyroid Hormone Helps with Major Depression Treatment What
thyroid treatment has done for me is giving me hope, and the ability to recover
myself. I will write more on thyroid disease and depression and related issues at a later time Wendy
Webb Osterloh (ThyroFeisty, FeistyWendy)
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